Category: Book o’ Verse

  • Clank

    I want to clank my fist
    against the armor they’re constructing
    inside me.

    Rattle the scaffolding
    just enough to let them know
    I know

    there are laborers hammering away at this
    shiny new space suit

    they’re building inside me

    I can feel them hammering with their tiny hammers.
    My skin can feel them all

    so I can
    survive

    this new terrain.

    For example:

    coffee shops, I’m told,
    are where humans
    like to sit and read.

    To write short poems.

  • 1871

    Fingers slow tonight from
    extra age, blown into my hands.

    The wind’s extra fierce tonight.
    So I sat by the lid of the fire pit
    after we switched it off

    in the cold tonight,
    sat in the dark tonight and watched
    the fire pit lid go from
    hot to not so.

    I don’t want to be Mrs. Leary’s Cow tonight, I thought.
    Or Mrs. Leary. I don’t want to be
    the lantern the cow kicked over
    or Chicago burning after Mrs. Leary
    went inside to watch Trevor Noah.

    So I stayed and sat and watched the lid tonight
    watched while the wind
    blew my fingers
    back to 1871

    a date I plucked from Wikipedia tonight
    where I also learned
    the whole Mrs. Leary story was a lie.

    She was real.
    She was framed.
    Heartbroken.

    Innocent of
    everything but
    being Irish.

  • Welcome to Hospital

    In Generic World you go to local
    Hospital, and they say: “Welcome to Hospital,”
    and you can feel that capital letter, like they
    extra-mean it.

    You have a problem with one of
    your organs, and they say:
    “Organ Problem!”

    And you nod your head.

    “Let’s get that taken care of,”
    they say with Teeth.

    Doctor tries to help you. Nurse checks Vitals.
    You fade out, and Organ does too.

    Afterward, you lie there in your bed at night
    listening to your roommate share
    complaints about his pain and
    the uneven road
    that got him here, in this bed, beside you
    talking through this curtain late at night.

    There’s nothing generic happening at midnight.
    At midnight everything is very clear and specific,
    all the way to the tips of your fingers, the rough touch
    of the bandage you press against to figure out
    if you’re healing well.
    If they put you back.

    Around 1:30, the conversation settles down.
    You drink your juice.
    You close your eyes.

    You roll over.
    You wait for Pill.

  • Cold warriors, we

    He gave me back my hard drives today
    by the pond by the geese
    by the free-range 3-year-olds who
    don’t even know what “pandemic” means.

    By their moms who don’t trust the geese, don’t trust
    the two old(er) guys at the picnic table
    with matching gray streaked
    beards handing

    a box
    between them.
    Wordless very much
    like the cold warriors
    they are.

    They are cold. We are cold.
    It’s a cold day.

    I want to shake the box and the hard drives
    and let all the
    photos and movies of my kids
    as kids rain down, coat my hair
    like pixel dust with their music videos and
    the sound files we kept of their
    toddler voices with
    New York accents

    my beloved
    lost characters from
    “Our Gang.”

    We put our masks back on when people move close.
    Slip them over, up over our mouths.

    We talk about how we’re still
    making time for creative projects.

    He can’t help me with my drives.
    He has to work on his script.
    I can’t read his script. I need to work on my poems.
    We both need to work.

    We sound like two people talking about how
    the stores are closing soon,

    and if we want to buy that shirt
    those slacks, that stylish hat
    we’ll need to get it in gear and
    head to the mall.

  • Driving down 8th street after the rain

    We’re out in the morning
    driving down 8th street after the rain
    looking for coffee in a favorite neighborhood

    trying to figure out if this store or that cafe
    made it through the night.

    I’m expecting to see palm fronds in the street
    sandy-colored mutts running at an angle
    cars and cans tipped over
    telling the rest of us to be quiet be quiet
    while they try to
    sleep it off.

    A hurricane
    came through town these last 13 months
    there was a
    hurricane in town, touching down,

    and we’re out and about in the morning now
    driving through the next-day sun.

    The street’s wet from 13 months of
    when’s it gonna end
    and we’re looking around for coffee and
    an old rhythm.

    Looking down streets
    and in windows
    to see who’s still here.

  • In praise of lousy words

    Lousy words roll,
    start somewhere
    toward the back of his skull

    Marble out in his too full mouth
    toward his lips, from his lips
    spinning, spill out onto the
    floor.

    Lousy words make him
    slide fall sprain on the ice

    his wrist catching
    himself with his right hand,
    the seat of his
    pants cold, wet.

    Why stand on the ice
    in the first place in those
    sharp, black shoes?

    And those same lousy words
    mark joy mark life
    letting him shine through.

    Letting him shine like
    marbles like ice spinning, sliding

    like sharp black shoes
    covered in ice debris now
    as he rights himself.

    As he sends those words
    from the back of his skull
    to yours

    and all
    the shimmer points
    in between.

  • Threaten me with your breeze

    Threaten me with your breeze,
    Your touch this
    Fragile skin I’ve got has cracks.

    If you come to my door, I’ll open it slow,
    Step back, pull up like for a fadeaway,

    I’ll raise my voice,
    Keep you at bay.

    Don’t breathe into me, my friend my foe
    don’t send me words.

    I won’t
    breathe
    into you.

  • It’s changing

    It’s changing things.
    I’m evolving into future
    me, some better biped. A cellular
    remodel til I can

    eat at a restaurant outside or
    be in a friend’s backyard
    outside and if they walk past me,
    too close, it’s ok,
    not too close
    after all.
    And I can
    use their restroom.

    And after that, after this:
    flight. super strength.
    heat vision.

    I’ll be some
    better biped
    changed by a vaccine and
    40 years in the desert
    and all the things
    it did
    to all us.

  • When I come back to the office

    When I come back to the office
    we will all look older.

    And that’s because we will all be older.

    No one will return as they were. As they left. Even
    if they sit in similar seats, and the fashions
    haven’t changed all that much.

    Meeting rooms will be booked. Restrooms taken.
    Notebooks will be misplaced and there will
    be coffee, I’m sure and
    everyone will have
    an avalanche that happened
    while they were away
    some ice that broke off
    that fell off of them

    into the canyon below.

  • Suddenly, yesterday

    And then suddenly, yesterday, it was Spring.

    With dreams of visits to foreign lands —

    to movie theaters, coffee shops,
    to the insides of other people’s houses
    where dining room tables turned into desks
    might become dining room tables
    with a few things on them
    once again.

    All in the seasons ahead.
    Far away, down this curvy road.

    But trees and fields fly by in the Spring.