{"id":1895,"date":"2021-06-20T20:42:33","date_gmt":"2021-06-21T03:42:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/capellman.com\/cecil1215b\/2021\/06\/20\/ways-i-may-have-changed\/"},"modified":"2021-06-20T20:42:33","modified_gmt":"2021-06-21T03:42:33","slug":"ways-i-may-have-changed","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/capellman.com\/cecil1215b\/2021\/06\/20\/ways-i-may-have-changed\/","title":{"rendered":"Ways I may have changed"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It might be that my exterior melted a bit last year<br \/>\nthat it\u2019s shinier now, more like fiberglass, which I hadn\u2019t noticed to be honest<br \/>\nuntil just last week.<\/p>\n<p>That it\u2019s a little more weather resistant, which is nice.<br \/>\nMore sun proofed. Akin to the skin<br \/>\nof a sailboat &#8212; a sunfish sailboat like the one<br \/>\nmy dad wanted to buy when I was a teen, and he was in his forties,<br \/>\nwhen we took that class about<br \/>\ntying knots.<\/p>\n<p>I used to pride myself on my permeable skin.<br \/>\nI would chat with you<br \/>\nwe would chat about this or that, and through our chat<br \/>\nI would find myself replenished.<br \/>\nMy roots. My happy roots.<\/p>\n<p>But now things bead up on me sometimes.<\/p>\n<p>I look down at my legs, at my hands and I see water beads<br \/>\nI shake off those beads and I think<\/p>\n<p>this is a way that I may have changed<br \/>\na bit last year.<\/p>\n<p>Ocean ready I am.<br \/>\nBut covered in beads.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It might be that my exterior melted a bit last year that it\u2019s shinier now, more like fiberglass, which I hadn\u2019t noticed to be honest until just last week. That it\u2019s a little more weather resistant, which is nice. More sun proofed. Akin to the skin of a sailboat &#8212; a sunfish sailboat like the [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2,23],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1895","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-book-o-verse","category-the-book-of-covid"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/capellman.com\/cecil1215b\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1895","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/capellman.com\/cecil1215b\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/capellman.com\/cecil1215b\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/capellman.com\/cecil1215b\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/capellman.com\/cecil1215b\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1895"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/capellman.com\/cecil1215b\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1895\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/capellman.com\/cecil1215b\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1895"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/capellman.com\/cecil1215b\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1895"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/capellman.com\/cecil1215b\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1895"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}