{"id":94,"date":"2004-10-05T14:09:54","date_gmt":"2004-10-05T14:09:54","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/capellman.com\/cecil1215b\/2004\/10\/05\/doorway-conversation\/"},"modified":"2004-10-05T14:09:54","modified_gmt":"2004-10-05T14:09:54","slug":"doorway-conversation","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/capellman.com\/cecil1215b\/2004\/10\/05\/doorway-conversation\/","title":{"rendered":"Doorway conversation"},"content":{"rendered":"<pre>Talking with her about her brother's death\nyears back now. And it's the first time we talked.\nShe just had a kid\nfirst kid\nlast month\nmy son's almost four\ngood guy\nbig boy.<\/pre>\n<pre>Their house looks the same\neven the table\neven the carpet\nand I tell her that.\nThe house even smells the same.\nBut you can't say the house smells the same.\nOr ask if the sofa's still covered in plastic.<\/pre>\n<pre>I think of him often. I tell her that instead.\nI tell her he meant a lot to me, which is true. She says thanks.\nAnd then I use the word \"maudlin.\" I say: \"Sorry to be maudlin.\"\nBut it's the wrong word. And that's what sticks with me later.\nIt's not maudlin.<\/pre>\n<pre>Her brother's dead.<\/pre>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Talking with her about her brother&#8217;s death years back now. And it&#8217;s the first time we talked. She just had a kid first kid last month my son&#8217;s almost four good guy big boy. Their house looks the same even the table even the carpet and I tell her that. The house even smells the [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-94","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-book-o-verse"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/capellman.com\/cecil1215b\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/94","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/capellman.com\/cecil1215b\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/capellman.com\/cecil1215b\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/capellman.com\/cecil1215b\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/capellman.com\/cecil1215b\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=94"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/capellman.com\/cecil1215b\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/94\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/capellman.com\/cecil1215b\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=94"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/capellman.com\/cecil1215b\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=94"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/capellman.com\/cecil1215b\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=94"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}